Still moody

Today, i initiate to send a message to him..
He did reply... But, why am i still moody?
What's wrong with me?
I should give up...
He is nothing...
He is only a normal person..
He is not special at all...

I am not important to him anymore...
I am nothing to him too...
He doesn't care about my feelings anymore..
From the day i told him that i love him..
All changed drastically...
I tell you...i am not an easy woman...

but still, love you...