Recently, i was influenced by my friend to write blogs. Undeniably, blogging is getting more popular nowadays or i am the outdated one. However, thanks to my friend who allows me to vent my feelings here...Since this is the place i could vent my feelings.. I guess i will only write my bad news here..
Yes.. Today, my mood was not that good. That's why i started my blog.
He... is a guy who my heart tells me that it loves him so much.
I have no idea when it started.
When it tells me, it's too late to pull myself out of the abyss.
We were very close last time. It is different now. Everything has changed.
I know it was my fault that asked you what your heart tells you. I'm sorry.
But, can't you just reply me that you can't tell me?
You said you didn't notice my message, which i couldn't believe.
I know you were on fb, still you didn't reply.
Now only i know that my place in your heart is that small.
I felt like i am not even your friend.
Those words you said before...
Is that real? If it's real, why you treated me like that?
Too many questions that i couldn't ask you directly.
When the words you have said appear in my mind, my heart as if being sliced.
I don't want to believe that your words was a fake.
It's pain to make me decide.
But, i would like to decide that you are not even my friend either.
